Short...

I'll make this short and sweet.

I've got a lot to say,
But I'm in my mom's office corrupting the net...
I've been without net for I don't know how long now...

We're going to Binubusan today after lunch.
Until November 2.
Damn.
I have no idea how the hell I'm gonna survive three days without civilization.

This is so fucked up.

Grr..

Oh well.

I'll post when I get another chance.

This is just so fucked up.

I just want to say,
Too much has happened.
Sometimes I don't think I can handle it anymore.

Outrage...

I have never felt so much anger in my blood.

I actuyally felt the blood rush to my ears
And my temperature rise.

I cant say much about it now,
I'm to shocked.

All I can say is that:

SHE WILL PAY!!!

Finished...

Finally!!!
My finals are over!!!
I got a lot to say,
But I'll post it next time 'coz
I'm gonna watch The Godfather trilogy...

Waaaaa!!!!
I need comfort badly...

Hayhay...
So for your amusement...
I'll post the other Photoshopped pics...
Comment away!
I don't care if you like it our not,
Just comment bebeh!

This is in my mom's office...
Those were the times when I was
Oh so depressed about you-know-who
















WAAAA!!!!
My face is soooo bloated!!!!
















I took this in the car...
This was when HE finally talked to me...
After loooong weeks of giving me the cold shoulder..
















My beloved MaSteKi!!!
SaGaD at its best!!!
This is what you call classic...
















Something for Papau...
I love you to bits dahling!!
I'll never forget you...
Hope we're still in Accountancy next sem..
















Ya like?
Ya hate?

So comment away!

Cheers!

SaGaD!

Idle...

I've got two finals tomorrow...
Psychology and Filipino.
Not really studying, as you can see.
I'm supposed to help 2... or 3? classmates...
Lost count.
Haha.
It's not even 9 am yet,
so I bet they're not yet awake.

Oh, I made these out of boredom...
Comment if you like!

Feeling senti... yeah right!
I was sick that time...
Yet I was still so vain...
Harhar.
















Same place...
Only different pose and color..
haha.
















Bad lighting made it look dramatic.
Harhar.
I swear I'm a vain fag..
XP
















Hayyyy...
I miss the guy who took this pic.
Remember those days?
Haha..
Waking up with you at my side...
Oh well.
At least we had a chance, ayt?
If you ever come back form Paris,
I want CHANEL DAMNIT!!
harhar...
Miss you dearie...
















Took this when I was early for class.
Wait...
I'm always early for class.
Damn.
XD
















Damn...
I dunno where the other pics went...
I swear I posted 5 more pics...
Well if you see them,
The ones in gray were taken in my mom's office.
The one in pink and yellow was taken in the car.
And the one that looks old is SaGaD!!!
Oh, the one in gray with another gurl is me and Papau...
Amishu Papau!
Well...
That's it...

Cheers!

Sagad!

FAC...

To those who waited...
SORRY!!!

My modem got fucked up...
I posted yesterday afternoon,
But I guess it didn't publish,
So here it is:

I. Festival Candle Lighting- enlightening experience
II. Elijah Cup- welcome new experience
III. Washing of the Hands- cleansing experience
IV. Green Vegetable- something that gives hope
V. Matzo- goal or purpose in life
VI. Bitter herbs- bad experiences
VII. Pesach- own Passover experience
VIII. Cup of Memory- memorable experience
IX. Passover Meal- how to get to your goal/ purpose in life
X. Cup of Redemption- what to do to be good
XI. Cup of Hope and Freedom- what gives you hope and freedom

So that's what you need to do for our Theology finals.

Want the Schedule for our finals?
Here.
Monday:
Earth Science: 8:00-9:30
ICT: 1:15-2:45

Wednesday:
Psychology: 8:00-9:30
Filipino: 1:15-2:45

Friday:
Accounting: 8:00-12:00

For Psychology:
Computer typewritten short bond
12 Arial single space
Finish these sentences:
I like Psychology because...
I don't like Psychology because...

English comics due on Monday, October 16

Theology project due on Friday, October 20

Scope for ErtSci:
Chapter 1-3 and 6

Scope for ICT:
Photocopy given by sir, lectures... MS Excel, MS PowerPoint, MS Access

Scope for Psychology:
Thinking and Learning to Mental Health

Scope for Filipino:
Paglalahad, Pokus, Wastong Gamit, and the selections read during post midterm

Scope for Accounting:
EVERYTHING BEBEH!!!!

So there my dear FAC...
Hope this helps...
Goodluck and God bless on our finals!

Cheers!

Sagad!

Mending...

I read Bryanboy's post today...
And we are feeling the same thing.
It's hard to forgive.
And even harder to forget.

...

So I figured I won't do any.
I won't forgive.
I won't forget.
Not now, at least.
I'm too fucking mad and irritated.

Anyway,
I'm making my block's grades in Theology.
I'm soooo tempted to drop those who made me cry...
But I won't.
Because I know that it's not the right thing to do.
Damn values...
They're really stuck to my system.
I guess this is where the old convent and blue castle is right.

...

Belzer, Kazu, Paolo and Karlo made my day.
I was feeling really shitty this morning,
And when they invited me for breakfast...
Well,
Let's just say that I felt special.
Teehee...

To all reading..
I AM NOT BOY CRAZY!!!
It's just that I don't usually go with them...
And they're really nice guys.

I'm happy that I became close to most of FAC..
Even if the semester ends next week.

To all FAC:
THANKS FOR ONE HELLUVA GOOD TIME!!!
YOU ARE THE BEST FUCKING SECTION EVAH!!!

Whew.

There.

Cheers!

Sagad!

Frustrated...

Our topic in Psychology class was waaay in line with what I'm feeling lately.
FRUSTRATION.
Lately,
I've been frustrated with myself...
and a lot of other things that I wasn't able to do.
I'm a frustrated-everything.
When I was young,
I made a list of what I wanted to do or have finished
By the time I'm sixteen.
And so far...
I haven't done even half of the list!
Arrghh...
I don't know,
I just feel so disapointed with myself.

I feel that I should be somewhere else...
Doing something else.
Anything but this.
I never thought of myself in this kind of situation.

It's like I have this voice inside my head, saying:
"LOSER LOSER LOSER...."

THIS IS SO FUCKING FRUSTRATING!
I'M A FRUSTRATED-EVERYTHING!!!

(pauses to dwell in my misery)

Hohum... I need to take a break.
I'm so stressed from all the crap that has been happening to me.

I so want to get this sem over with...
And start my r&r...

And I just wanna say...
I still love you...
And I think I always will...
I will love you without regret...
Even if you don't love me back.

Ignorance...

Wow...
Last post was September 29...
It's already October 9...
Damn.
Dead blog.
O many things kept me from posting...
Maybe it was for my and his own good.
if ever I did blog at the peak of my anger towards him...
Damn, I could be in hell right now.
HAHA.
I just realized how mean I can get...
And that's without SaGaD's help YET.

All I want to say is that...
IGNORANCE CAN NEVER BE TOLERATED.
And I WILL NOT LET THIS DROP.
Not until you beg...
and KNEEL...
(haha- KNEEL, I tell you.)
For my forgiveness...
Which I most probably won't give.

Next topic:
I got exempted for two subjects:
English and Theology
Only 5 left:
-Accounting
-Filipino
-Earth Science
-IT
-Psychology

I got no problem in the other subjects,
I just need to focus on Accounting.

So...
There you have it.
An update on my life.
I'll post more when I get the time..

Cheers!

SaGaD!