Pretending...

It is hard to pretend.
Though we laugh about it when noone else is around,
It is still a burden in my heart.
It happened before.
i don't want it to happen again.
Though it is all pretend,
The hurt is real.
I was so affected.
Was she affected too?
Maybe...
I think she is...
Awww...
But they all thought I was the bad guy.
They all believe it.
I don't want another controversy.
Thank goodness we ended it today.
I don't think I can last another day pretending.
We ended the charade.
We stopped pretending.
And we went back to the way we were.
Thank goodness it's all over!
But I can't help the feeling that there is this little awkwardness.
Maybe it's just paranoia.
She's just that great of an actress...

Luv Yah Madir!!!
Sagad!