Torture...

It's 10:30 in the evening,
I should be sound asleep...

But I'm here in front of the pc...
Doing a "break-in".

It's been hell...

The integration...

Happenings at home...

I don't know where to find refuge anymore!!!

I don't want to go to school because of the integration
and other things that I shouldn't be concerned with but I am...

But I don't want to stay home...
Because I'm gonna have to face...
The depressing sights and sounds of home.

I swear I don't want to feel anymore.

Everything around me is killing me softly.
As that girl from accountancy said...
"It's sweet, gentle torture."

...

Well,

it's not sweet...

it's not gentle...

But it definitely is TORTURE.

...

ho-hum...

Hope I can live to see tomorrow.

...

I'll go sleep now...

Goodnight.