Pathetic...

I would be fooling myself if I said I'm fine.

Coz I'm not.

I've tried crying,
smiling,
ignoring,
busying,
even confronting...

But nothing worked.

Now my liver is suffering because of this.

I'm so mad at myself.
I SHOULD BE OVER YOU BY NOW!!!
WE SHOULD'VE BEEN FRIENDS ALREADY!!!

But no...
You had to be a dickhead and do this to me.
Happy?!?!?!

Now my life is hell.

...

But I don't regret knowing you...
Because there's something about you that made me feel this.
Something in you made me change...

...

Stupid isn't it?

If you ever get to read this...
Here's a note for you.
If you only talk to me so I can do your homework,
Then I'll do all your homeworks...
In all your subjects...
The whole of your stay in college.

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See how desperate I am?!?!?!

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I need more rhum.