Almost...

Have you ever felt that almost feeling?

Being deprived of something for too long,

And then suddenly,

It's handed to you in an almost silver platter.

At first you hesitate, thinking it might not be for real.

But it convinced you so much that it is for real...

So you stare at it hungrily and with anticipation.

You remember supressing all the urges that you have for so long.

You remember how hard it was for you to ignore it, no matter how strong those urges were.

And with something as big as what is being offered, you're sure you'll get more than enough.

You dont even care if how you'll get it is wrong, just as long as you get it.

So as you start to reach for that big thing...

...

It's yanked right out of your face.

Damn.

I was so furstrated by that.

But I've learned to let go and let live.

But still,

I kinda long for that uhhhhmmm.

haha.

On another story,

I got all giddy with what happened today.

I had a crappy valentines, but I guess the gods had mercy on me.

Was jackpot with my coffee prince.

hahaha.

I really have a crush on "SIYA".

haaaaaay.

I wont tell the details, I like to keep it to myself.

XD

Haha.

I missed writing in my blog.

I havent done it in a long time.

I realized the rat doesnt have the balls to face me.

I gave it a chance,

But the damn thing was butt-scared.

Haha.

That's all for now...

Ciao!