Provocation...

I am provovocative.

But not promiscuous.

Why say that?

Last night, a friend tinkered with something in me.

I couldnt get it off me.

Well now I want to say to everyone the real reason why.

I have three reasons why I am like this.

1. It's my image. I'd rather be the provocative, confident, close to obnoxious but fun to be with fat girl than just the fat girl. It's more interesting.

2. It's my wall. The guys know I can make jokes about things that oither girls can't, but they also know they can't touch me. I prefer that than being quiet but easy. Yes, I tease... but I will always be a prude. Spending 12 years in the convent with a blue castle taught me that.

3. This is how I hide my insecurities. Yes. I am very insecure. Let's just not even go there.

And besides, I'd rather be provocative than promiscuous.