Idiot...

With the many projects and deadlines I have to meet...

The L-word still comes up in my world.

I think I'm gonna do a Holden Caulfield
if I don't pull myself together...

OOOHHH!!!
I'm such an idiot for falling in love!
I know very well he will never love me...

That's my role...
Always the friend,
Never the girlfriend.

Hay.
I just have to accept the fact
That I will always be a loser...

Here I go again with the pity party.
...
Chris...
I really need a break.

hayhay...

I do need to get my life back together.