Aftermath...

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I took Chico's advice...
I bought valium...
A lot of it...

It's not making my life heaven,
but it's making me smile anyway.
Hey, I'll take what I can get.

...

I suddenly forgot what I was posting about.

My heart stopped.

Then it began pounding like wild...

"Joke time lang yun... hehe..."

&^%$*&^$*(^^%&$%!^%$&^!!!!

Tears want to fall..
But the shock is still preventing it...

SHIT!!!!

I'm such an idiot to think that someone would like me.
Who am I to think of such things?!?!?!
I feel so stupid...
All this time,
I was hoping for something...
And there he was,
laughing at my wishful thinking.
I feel so humiliated.

But hey,
I've been humiliated for the umpteenth time anyway...
So I should stop crying and just make the best out of it...

LET'S BE FRIENDS, AYT?
PLEASE?